Wow. That’s a bit of a foreboding, rather depressing title, ain’t it?
Truth is, this is how I feel. Now physically. I’m sure we would say something if anything were that wrong with either of us. No. This is spiritually.
For longer than I will willingly admit, I have been in a spiritual decline. My spirit is not in the best state right now. I can’t even remember the last time I felt like this.
None of this is to say that I’m unhappy with other parts of my life. In contrast to my spiritual happiness, I am good everywhere else. Just not in that one area.
Someone suggested I take a break from where I go to church and seek nourishment elsewhere. It’s starting to sound and look like a better and better solution. If not permanently than at least temporarily. I’ve never been spiritually dead before. I don’t want to be. But dying a slow death isn’t all too appealing either.
(Originally posted here)